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Jamie here's my depressed list to you:
- sleep a lot
- watch tv a lot (trying to keep numb)
- stare a the ceiling
- eat a lot
- leave all the boxes for the take-away piling around (I can’t cook when I’m depressed)
- don’t leave the house for 2 weeks
- or: don’t change clothes for that long or don’t wear none at all
- hung around wrapped in a sheet
- don’t bathe but keep putting deodorant (otherwise I wouldn’t stand myself) even if not wearing nothing at all
- don’t answer the phone or the door
- dark is good, light is bad, no windows open, just at night for cold air
- listen to music really but really loud all day
- search weird kinky stuff online, read about it and everything else
- have the weirdest ideas for design stuff but forget to write them down
- avoid everyone; give excuses to people so I don’t have to leave the house or to avoid someone showing up
- unable to cry, so I try to convince myself to cry (it could help me blablabla), but still unable to
- don’t do nothing at all
- hypothesize to how I got this way
- hypothesize how to avoid it
- write whatever stupid stuff I convince myself to and proudly title them "my conclusions"
- and then leave the house
- sleep a lot
- watch tv a lot (trying to keep numb)
- stare a the ceiling
- eat a lot
- leave all the boxes for the take-away piling around (I can’t cook when I’m depressed)
- don’t leave the house for 2 weeks
- or: don’t change clothes for that long or don’t wear none at all
- hung around wrapped in a sheet
- don’t bathe but keep putting deodorant (otherwise I wouldn’t stand myself) even if not wearing nothing at all
- don’t answer the phone or the door
- dark is good, light is bad, no windows open, just at night for cold air
- listen to music really but really loud all day
- search weird kinky stuff online, read about it and everything else
- have the weirdest ideas for design stuff but forget to write them down
- avoid everyone; give excuses to people so I don’t have to leave the house or to avoid someone showing up
- unable to cry, so I try to convince myself to cry (it could help me blablabla), but still unable to
- don’t do nothing at all
- hypothesize to how I got this way
- hypothesize how to avoid it
- write whatever stupid stuff I convince myself to and proudly title them "my conclusions"
- and then leave the house
posted by ana at 9:42 PM
4 Comments:
that sounds exactly like me!! i say that as i am sitting here wrapped in my blanket.....lol. i am selling the car to the dealer tomorrow. and i am going to make cookies.....yum, chocolate chip cookies! i feel better today though, the sun came out for the first time in a week and a half. yipee. and in a few days i will be in california!
go and take a look at my little revelation ...
ana - belive me - you don't need drugs!
keep on dancin' :)
yes, i do not need drugs...
don't worry, i know ;)
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