still’s and but’s ...
So I finally settled down and got a job (it’s still as a freelancer and it may end at any given time but I still have to perform the routine dance of being there 8/10 hours a day) and started doing all those stuff that used to freak me out but …
I guess it’s like in the end of trainspoting you now? (I know I know but it’s the simplest way to explain it without a huge amount of unnecessary text).
But I still stop in the subway and touch the engravings in the wall just because they look good to me, I still look at people and love each and everyone of them, I still miss sharing my heart and having an accomplice that will run out into the ocean with me …
So … lot’s of still’s and but’s in my life … but it seems a good test trial of a plan (and backup) of bringing those 2 worlds together … the grey and the pink …
I guess it’s like in the end of trainspoting you now? (I know I know but it’s the simplest way to explain it without a huge amount of unnecessary text).
But I still stop in the subway and touch the engravings in the wall just because they look good to me, I still look at people and love each and everyone of them, I still miss sharing my heart and having an accomplice that will run out into the ocean with me …
So … lot’s of still’s and but’s in my life … but it seems a good test trial of a plan (and backup) of bringing those 2 worlds together … the grey and the pink …
posted by ana at 11:11 AM
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